I'm still alive.
Still off the wagon...feels like its getting worse, and harder to pull away from the bad habits that are finding their way back into my life...
Very discouraged. I keep thinking about all the ground I am losing. How much further along I could be.
The weight I am gaining back...SUCKS!
I don't understand where the motivation and will to do this has gone!
WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN! Stress? Life? Discipline?
Maybe I just have to force myself until I feel motivated again...until I feel the forward momentum take over again!
Don't give up on me!
Tomorrow I am going to try to recover this, to start moving forward again. (It's always tomorrow, right!!)
I hope I can...I NEED to do this.
Keep your fingers crossed for me!